Hari apa ini? Jumat ya?
Maafkan kalo saya mendadak jadi dangdut kalo menjelang akhir pekan.
Apalagi setelah Kamis kemaren kecengan abadi yang lama nggak kedengeran rimbanya tiba-tiba mem-buzz di YM. Mendadak tumpukan deadline menjadi sangat tidak penting.

   [16:49] dubai: holaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
   [16:51] saya: monyetmonyetmonyetmonyetmonyetmonyetmonyet
   [16:51] saya: lagi apa?
   [16:52] dubai: liat webcam aku
   [16:52] saya: hah? gak bisaaaaaaa, ini pake meebo
   [16:52] saya: AAAAH PENGEEEEN
   [16:53] saya: ntar malem (waktu jakarta) lagi dooong, mau liat webcamnya
   [16:53] dubai: kasian deh
   [16:54] dubai: ntar mlm aku gak bisa. ada kerjaan
   [16:56] saya: oh
   [16:56] saya: eh umm
   [16:56] saya: aku boleh bilang sesuatu nggak?
   [16:56] dubai: apa tuh?
   [16:57] saya: KANGEN
   [16:57] saya: ...
   [16:57] saya: puas?
   [16:57] dubai: masaaaaaaa seeeeeeeeeeh
   [16:57] saya: tuh kan, kamu mah gitu
   [17:00] dubai: gak
   [17:00] dubai: marco
   [17:03] saya: kapan sih balik jakarta?
   [17:03] dubai: ada deh
   [17:03] dubai: ntar tiba2 dah sampe aja
   [17:04] saya: ya kapan?
   [17:04] dubai: ada deeh
   [17:04] dubai: knapa emang?
   [17:04] saya: kan udah dibilang. KANGEN NYEET
   [17:04] dubai: hihihiii
   [17:04] dubai: sabaar yah
   [17:05] saya: sabar apa lageeeeeee
   [17:08] dubai: aku hrs gtg
   [17:08] dubai: see ya
   [17:08] saya: aaaaaaaah
   [17:08] saya: ya deh
   [17:08] Meebo Message: dubai is offline

19 MENIT.
19 menit penuh kupu-kupu dalam perut. 19 menit yang bikin lupa kalo saya pernah memutuskan untuk membunuh kupu-kupu yang sama yang pernah hidup di perut saya 2 tahun lalu.
Huh. Gini deh kalo murahan. Salah pilih obat serangga. Jadilah larva kepompongnya masih ada...dan akhirnya menetas lagi jadi kupu-kupu.


Ini tidak bisa dibiarkan. HARUS DICARI LAGU YANG SESUAI.
Dan jadilah tadi pagi, play count lagu berikut ini di iPod mendadak tinggi.
Mari menyanyi bersamaaaa!

HATE THAT I LOVE YOU [Rihanna feat. Ne-Yo]

[Rihanna:]
That's much I love you (yeah)
That's how much I need you (yeah, yeah, yeah)
And I can’t stand ya
Must everything you do, make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile
(No..)

[Ne-Yo:]
But you won’t let me
You upset me girl
and then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget that I was upset
Can’t remember what you did
But I hate it

[Rihanna:]
You know exactly what to do
So that I can’t stay mad at you
For too long, that’s wrong

[Ne-Yo:]
But, I hate it
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don’t wanna fuss and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah)
I can’t stand how much I need you (I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy (ooh)
But I just can’t let you go
And I hate that I love you so..

[Ne-Yo:]
And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh

[Rihanna:]
Said and it’s not fair how you take advantage of the fact that I
love you beyond a reason why
And it just ain’t right

[Ne-Yo:]
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can’t stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can’t let you go
And I hate that I love you so

[Rihanna]
One of these days maybe your magic won’t affect me
And your kiss won’t make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you’ll probably always have a spell on me..

[Rihanna (Ne-Yo):]
That's much I love you
That's much I need you
That's much I need you
That's much I love you
That's much I need you
I need you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate that I love you sooo...

[Rihanna:]
And I hate how much I love you boy (Hey)
I can’t stand how much I need you (I can’t stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...ooh)
But I just can’t let you go (But I just can’t let you go, no)
And I hate that I love you so

[Both:]
And I hate that I love you so.. so..